well 2day is 27th july... his bday... send him a msg to wish him happy birthday... maybe he sleep liao or celebrating w his gf b4 she go back to study again... hope tt he is happy this year where his gf is still around celebrating his bday w him... has done 4 him a bday card but cannot send out... hahaha.... no choice dun have his add... will pass to him when c him la n his present s well(if i remember cause he still have not given me my)... hahaha... dun ask me wat i bought 4 him... hahaha its a secert... 2day nothing to do stay at home watch vcd 4 e whole day n playing w my nephew.... later in e afternoon will fetch my niece from her childcare centre.... still remember e 1st time i fetch her... hahaha... she was so surprised n she say to me... "hey ku ku u r here to fetch ning ning ar... ning ning so happy...." looking at her so happy n hearing wat she say really can brighten my day... its gd 2 have a 1 or 2 children at home can brighten ur day easily but they can make u angry at times 2... hahaha wat to do... they r so innocent.... they r just like angles...

sunday liao very fast.... on leave til wed... thursday work morning so sian... day past fast... later go otani work pt... now nothing 2 do so write blog lor... hahaha... well yesterday go devils surprisingly not much of a crowd... s usual left at about 3am... well few more days to go then pay day liao... going to august soon... ade bday will be here soon dun know wat to buy 4 her yet.. slowly then decided ba... jiayan bday is here 2... going 4 her bday party on e 31st july... lots of little problems 2 slove... so headache... dun really know wat to write now... perharps there will b more to write after i come back from work... hahaha... shall stop here.... take care every1...

yos... few days didnt write my blog liao... starting sunday on leave lor... all e way 2 next thursday so sat can go devils bar liao... hahaha... well still busy working these few days... have been using bc com. room to check emails n writing e blog... by e time i reach home its about 12+ liao so tired....
joanne gal dun worry i have not 4gotten u... u 4ever my little xiao mei mei to me... will look out 4 u everytime remember tt.... know tt u r busy n saving for studys tt y dun wan to disturb u first... dun 4get u can look 4 me when ever u need me dun b shy k..... i like to hear from every1 of u.... hope things fine w u n ur bf... dun care about his friends s long s he dun find u additional going out w him u dun have 2 care wat his friend think.... they dun have e right to do so.... if need me to wake his friend up 4 u let me know sure f*** them like noboby business... hahaha...
cat n ade hope to have more time like last week... sitting at e starbuck chatting under e stars... or a place to chill out....
grace hows work... so u decided to resign mei... if u feel tt u feel better leaving e company do so... find another job there's alot of job in s'pore dun need to worry.....
me will carry on trying my best in bqt till i get wat i want... hahaha.....

wen oc yesterday wat a hazard... e worst oc i have ever wen... everything not enough... drink serve almost to 400 glasses... all drinks, ice cubes n glasses ran out of stock n have to buy ice from bp itself... in e end when justin send us more its too late guest started to leave liao... i was stuck at e bar n guoxing was stuck at e stewarding to wipe all glassess n e stupid weather was so so hot... near to e ending i have to took off my jacket... wat a hot hot sunny day...it e BP st at upper east coast rd first launching of hyrogen gas for car to save e planet... finish at 1pm came back to hotel about 2.30pm n help out ballroom to turn over for D&D which need to be ready by 6pm n e seminar guest start leaving at 5.30pm sharp... very very tight turn over... me n dalland incharge of stages n dance floor... jovin n sam incharge of clearing n turning e room... we had such gd cooperation tt within 1/2 hr e room is done... wasnt BQT e best department in conrad... well melinda, chp, n all e catering sales have 2 come down n help cause they r e 1 whom have promise client e timing of e room... have given judy e detail for bro aaron seminar hope it will work out well... really hope to b doing there event for long term... hahaha...

well 2day work till 10plus then off duty... meet up w nicholas for supper... at least 1/2 year didnt c him liao... do still keep in touch w him once a while since he left conrad 1 year ago... well bro arron actually ask me to do a quote 4 him for his department seminar which will be coming soon... will try my very best to get e cheapest rate n most benefits for him... hahaha... if its successful then his year end D & D will do it in our hotel 2... then it wil b come a long term business w him... hahaha.... monday i will try my very best to talk to judy... anyway conrad sure will take 1... s long s got business they sure take only wat i worry is no rooms have to ask aaron to act quick liao... waiting 4 gd news only if successful i will b e 1 incharge of his seminar... hahaha... cant wait for it to come.... hahaha...

wor... so happy yesterday at devils... grace wendy fraser kelvin stella mona n me went devils & surprisingly vin msg me yesterday to ask me go devils in e afternoon... s usual vin & gang r e same group of ppl whom r vin arron noel siraja edmund & gf & 4 more of his colleges whom i saw b 4 but dun really know them well... hahaha... well dance at e bartop since starting of e disco time n edmund came to look 4 me & ask me to sign his gf's friend... vin n siraja reach about 11pm n wendy help me to bring them in... follow next is noel n ah lai gal gal help me to sign them in but lai was so shy till he wan to pay himself... vin n edmund came down n advice him he also insisted to pay if not he not going in... hahaha... never seen a guy so shy b 4... follow then is arron n 3 more of vin college... well i sign arron n 1 more guy in where else e other 2 was sign by fraser... once everything done we went up n drink... they order about total 6 barrel of beer s usual wat they do once they come... hai.... drinker.... then we have a fun time joking around talking of how 2 get 2 know gals using wat method to know gals.... so fun... really njoy myself yesterday... hahaha... playing w ice n water... long time didnt njoy till i can recall back even after e next day.... really miss e day tt i celebrate my bday at devils... well after so long since my bday till yesterday finally get to c him n talk to him face 2 face instead of msging... still have feeling 4 him but will hold back s long s i can... hahaha... well waiting 4 another fun day in devils again w vin n gang...

today is friday another day for devils nite.... hahaha.... dun know y although happy go lucky but still have alot of things to worry... y like tt... life is so miserable... so full of ups n downs... feel so tired have to solve so many problems in life... family problem, relation problem, $$$ problem, friends problem, work problem, etc etc.... y cant we just live a simple life wo worries at all... y must there b rich n poor... y cant every1 live e same... y must there b $$$ going around presurring every1... y must there b this & tt... y must there b feeling so tt we wouldnt get hurt in somehow or other... Y?Y?Y?Y?Y? Hai.... this is wat life is all about... hahahaha.... i think i m going crazy soon real real soon.... hahahaha.... if can everyday just go clubbing only i happy liao...if everyday can just c e 1 i love only i also can happy throughout e whole day... hahahaha.... all must b thinking (is she ok or not??? right... hahaha) after reading my blog... k la tts all 4 2day folk shall c u all again soon... CHEERS... BYE... YE....

hai... off day 2day... gd but nothing to do le... so sian can just sleep n watch tv lor... wat to do right... hahaha... wel wel 2nite devils again til late nite n 2morrow work 3pm... can la chiong 2nite liao hahaha... friday no function so was force to take leave again... wat to do bqt life is like tt 1... busy busy like shit... not busy wil force ppl to take al or give oil but oil have to wait long long then have 1 lor... always take advantage of ppl 1 lor... all hotel in singapore r e same treat ppl like maid like tt... work til die also dun care 1... so tired of life in singapore everything need $$$$ work also so stressed... work so hard in e end pay this bill n tt bill in e end no $$$$ again have to work again... hahaha... this is wat u cal singapore "$$$ paradise".... thinking of going oversea to work so can leave all worries n unhappy memories behind 4ever but will not 4get my sisters n friends in singapore if i really do so... wait til i found a job first & save enough $ for oversea la... perharps if not b cause i dun wan to complete my 'o' level i would have join e police force liao which is my dream career since i was young cause my father my eldest bro. all in police when they were serving there N.S. maybe i m affected by them ba... hahaha...when in primary sch i wanted to join girls bridget but my parents not allow but in secondary sch first eca i join is NPCC n basketball dun even care if my parents allow or not... just s long s i like i dun care about wat others think... i really love commanding life so much tt even if i didnt join police force i join bqt in hotel which is also a department which is so commanding... fated to b wat i m hahaha... whos knows if i like s long s b4 e age of 30 i join police force i m stil accpected but i dun think so i wanted to concentrate on my bqt career now not to change amymore... perharps will fulfill my dreams in my next life wo regret w wat ever i do...

another day has pass... so many things need to do & settle... yesterday went devils til 5am again... so many things happened again hai.. 1.derek join s member 2.ren jie caught by gf doing things tt he should not have done 3.ah guan high liao & keep asking me to drink n make jia yan so angry w him 4.a guy drank making a scene outside devils b cause his gf breaking of w him 5.kevin again high talking alot of cock again order beer after 3am saying he thirsty... hai.. y everytime go devils sure got this type of things happened 1... anyway i njoy myself yesterday hahaha... wel coming week off wed n fri al cause no function thursday work 3pm so gd can go chiong wo worries liao... can sleep til late late then go devils...
wel joanne how r u so long didnt c u n msn u liao le... do take care of urself k... keep in touch...
cat hows life although work in e same hotel but didnt c u much le... hows ur boy...
wel should organise a simple chalet again so tt we can get together n chit chat w vin n gang... just e few of us no others.. wouldnt it b great... c when i free i wil organise again...
wil have a sweet dreams 2nite myself... hahaha...

another day has past.. sat is here again... tt is so so fast.. wel vin bday is coming very very near still dun know wat to buy 4 him... hai... so so tired these few days... everyday work at least 14 hrs... trying to kill ppl is it... wat 2 do this is life... yesterday wen devils but left early cause have not got my off til sunday very very tired... maybe 2day going again after otani... hahaha... really is devils siao men... saw grant yesterday... yos he is b coming more n more handsome... grant 4ever so attractive... wat a waste he is so so much younger than me... hai... y must heaven make fun of ppl... YYYYY...
wel s 4 vin still miss him stil have feeling 4 him... no matter how wil keep it s a memory 4ever.. didnt c him 4 weeks but stil k.i.t. on msg... at least he stil remember me but ai yo he ar.... my bday present til now stil havent give me... think like wat i say have to wait til his bday then he wil remember or have e time to bring n give it to me... ok la shall wait n c la... hahahaha... wel better also at least he stil owe me things tt he has to remember... hahaha...
time to go n take a nap n go to work liao so tiring men...
tts all 4 2day folks.... happy always.. cheers... ;p

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been so long not writing my blog liao.... so busy recently working from day to nite day to nite... when i work morning nite time i wil work at otani bqt... miss tt place where i use to work 4 5 years... back there again al e old staffs stil remember me n al e feeling came right back to when i started s a bqt waitress in otani... wel now in conrad is still doing fine will stay s long s i can...
wat a waste didnt manage to go DBO last sat didnt get to enjoy need to work... s long s cat n ade njoy themselves i m happy too...
joanne wat happened again to ur bf... back to last time how he treated u again is it... when u r in relation this is wat wil happened... since u decided to b back 2gether then u have to face it but dun let me know he bully u if not i make sure he suffer n regret 4ever... take it easy k...
cat n ade so sorry recently so busy dun even have e time to really talk to u all in confrence again or in msn... shall do it again when i free...
grace hows work remember wat i say dun stressed urself 2 much k.... take care of urself...
anyway every1 take care of ur ownself k....